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YAY!! bilal won! i was so excited when i heard. really looking forward to seeing what gullz he and salman khilaofy πŸ˜€

April 26, 2005 at 6:45 pm Leave a comment

i wish i could talk to my brother. sometimes its when you’re in the deepest shit possible that you realize that you’re too far away from the one person who can help you…

i’ve made many mistakes in life. over the last one week, i discovered i’d made another one. looking back, it’s like a foresaw this happening. as if, i needed to do it to prove something, or destroy something.

anyway – i havent been able to write for a few days because i havent been able to sort out all the stuff going through my head. wish i could go back in time and change some stuff that i did. wish we got that chance. made a mistake – jst press rewind and go fix it. would make life much more simple, or would it. that’s the plot of “butterfly effect” i think. πŸ˜€

anyway, xeb was right. friends do care about you. it just takes one weird blog post for them to come to help. my friends thought i was going slightly nutty and took me out to lunch…love ’em to bits. i never really know what to expect of them though. one minute they’re there, the next they aren’t.

right now, i wish i could go back to my childhood – somehow i’ve always thought of that as the happiest times i had. i don’t know why – they weren’t particularly happy.

April 23, 2005 at 8:08 pm 1 comment

spell your name backwards: adin, if you think about it, it’s a-din! lol!
have you ever had a song written about you: nope..loser music society!!
what song makes you cry: none, i get depressed when i hear “it’s a wild world” though…
what song makes you laugh: papi chulo- urdu version
height: 5 feet 7ish
hair color: brown/black
piercings: ears
tattoos: have to save up enuff money to get one…!!
Right Now . . .
what taste is in your mouth?: chowder soup…
whats the weather like?: cool summer night…
how are you?: tired…
get motion sickness?: erm..no, i think
have a bad habit?: of course πŸ˜€
get along with your parents?: yep, pretty cool parents…
have a current crush: erm…crush? i do think someone’s woah-hot! but not a crush…
have a big regret: not 1 big one, some small ones…
FAVOURITE:
tv show: lost
book: to kill a mockingbird…
non alchohol drink: orange juice…
alchohol drink: i live in pakistan and am a hostelite! where would i get the alcohol from?
things to do on the weekend: chill out with friends…now that its summers, we can go to the park again…yay!!
Have You Ever . . .
ran away from home: nope…pretty cool parents…
snuck out of the house: nope – same as above applies…
ever gone skinny dipping: nope…
skipped school: hehe…i’m in college, of course…
had children: nope…
been in love: i don’t think so…
been hurt?: yeah…
Random . . .
have a job: no…
if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: purple…
the next CD you’re going to buy: N.E.R.D, can’t find the songs anywhere online..
what makes you happy?: hanging out with friends, and playing with dogs πŸ˜€
When/What Was the Last . . .
you got a real letter: 2 years ago i think..
got an email: a few minutes ago…
thing you purchased: a lemonade
kissed: which type?
you were depressed: my friends think i’m depressed right now…
When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear…
car:rickshaw (the car for hostelites!)
murder:on the dance floor
cape:cod
penis:hehe
cell:phone
shoe:box
fun:ction πŸ˜€ (that must be the farewell talking!)
crush:heart
music:bob (battle of the bands)
chalk:cheese
courtesy: tree-elf

April 20, 2005 at 6:04 am Leave a comment

i wonder if anyone would notice if i just gave up. stopped writing my papers, stopped studying, stopped leaving my room, stopped getting out of bed, stopped caring. definitely my family would protest when my grades dropped – but their reason for doing so would be the fall in grades and not the emotional crap i was going through…my friends would worry, but only because they’d stop seeing me on campus.

i seriously wonder!

what would it be like to wake up one day and not get out of bed. not care what the world thinks, not give a shit about the fact that there is work to be done or people to be met.

don’t get me wrong, i’m not going to do that – i have too much work i’m responsible for to be able to do that.

but i wonder!

would i live a better life that way? if i had the resources to not have to worry about my survival, would i choose that path? sitting in front of a t.v all day may seem boring but with the 100+ channels they offer now i’m sure it can’t be that bad. i might even get a chance to catch up on the bold and the beautiful, not that it has changed much from the last time i saw it, a good couple of years back.

anyway, i’m drifting. i’m looking out of the window and i know that there’s a lot that i need to get done. but this really small part of me wants to give up. stop! stop right now. call home, tell them i give up. but i wont. why? i seriously wonder why…

April 18, 2005 at 5:15 am 2 comments

nothing worth happening ever happens…
why is that so?

April 18, 2005 at 5:11 am Leave a comment

muftaa!!

the people, and products, from nestle made their annual visit to lums today.

although the information session is usually attended exclusively by the mba’s and graduating batch, the central courtyard always turns into a battle ground due to the tea being served there. the entire hostel population (those on campus atleast) and some pseudo-hostelites (read: day-scholars with nothing better to do) always manage to show up right on time for it to be served and make things bad for the rest of us (those who’ve been waiting for almost an hour!).

anyway, i have a better game plan for next year…something that’ll help me get the “only for display” items (including chocolates)… πŸ˜€

oh yeah, sakina rocks! she managed to sneak out a whole cake!!

April 15, 2005 at 2:56 pm 1 comment

first gbm…
all i can say is – memories of legislation at ipm came back to haunt me while i was listening to the debate about 3vps/4vps or 3dept/4dept!!

April 14, 2005 at 8:29 pm 1 comment

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