May 24, 2005 at 5:39 am 8 comments

i’ve never had something die in front of me before. i never thought it would be that painful, or look that painful. the kitten naureen, tz and i had taken in died about half an hour ago. there wasn’t even enough time to take him to the vet, not that much could have been done as the vet’s own words “you can have him put down now” didn’t really leave much to hope for. 4-5 days ago, he was the liveliest kitten i ever saw, now he’s dead. i still can’t believe it i guess.
i’ve never felt worse in my entire life. i guess i also blame myself completely for what happened to him. he wouldn’t have died so young if only we’d done something sooner…
i’ve never felt worse in my entire life, a living being just died in front of my eyes. i’m to blame.

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8 Comments Add your own

  • 1. xtasy  |  May 24, 2005 at 11:57 am

    when the time comes it comes…same for any being i guess

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  • 2. xtasy  |  May 25, 2005 at 4:49 am

    nida, i’ve uploaded the template on my site so u may download it directly from there. Gimme a shout if there is any problem.

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  • 3. Xeb  |  May 25, 2005 at 8:30 pm

    u know what? blaming yourself for fate is like playing God – absolutely pointless.

    Its not your fault darling. Stop stressing about it.

    Ps: I like your new template! I got mine from a blogging site somewhere or the other but I dont remember where.

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  • 4. Xeb  |  May 26, 2005 at 2:54 pm

    It okay darling! Remember you have an open invitation to ‘a messy room’ in Karachi whenever you want for as long as you like! 😛
    I hope you come visit me soon! 😀

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  • 5. sarosh  |  May 26, 2005 at 7:21 pm

    you tried and you cared and you felt that you could have done more. for that, you are blessed.

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  • 6. Animesh  |  May 27, 2005 at 12:31 pm

    Think, and thou shalt be miserable. Thats what I always say.

    It is only the dumb that can truly be happy. Oh wait, I was gonna post about that! 😉

    Reply
  • 7. Theseus  |  June 2, 2005 at 11:23 pm

    Its not your fault man! There was nothing you could. You can’t control everything…or anything. I’m not kidding, think about it!

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  • 8. Anonymous  |  June 7, 2005 at 11:14 pm

    hi,
    i read about how the cat died n how u could have had saved the kitten earlier …. but i guess there’s nothing much u can do about it now …. btw i was looking for something n someway somehow i came to ur blog …. while searching n looking through i read one of ur post wednesday 11th of may “music matches the mood” quite interesting n well written … must say “good job” … i guess u should read it once more too … u’ll feel better … tc

    unknown

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